Vandaag in de Volkskrant

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Twintig jaar na zijn dood wordt de schrijver Charles ­Bukowski overal geëerd. Behalve in Duitse Andernach, Bukowski’s geboortegrond. Daar zijn ze niet trots op Buk. Vandaag in de Volkskrant een groot artikel waarin de neef van Bukowski zijn verhaal doet.

Elke reden om iets van Bukowski te plaatsen is een goede reden dus:

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Are you drinking?

washed-up, on shore, the old yellow notebook
out again
I write from the bed
as I did last
year.
will see the doctor,
Monday.
“yes, doctor, weak legs, vertigo, head-
aches and my back
hurts.”
“are you drinking?” he will ask.
“are you getting your
exercise, your
vitamins?”
I think that I am just ill
with life, the same stale yet
fluctuating
factors.
even at the track
I watch the horses run by
and it seems
meaningless.
I leave early after buying tickets on the
remaining races.
“taking off?” asks the motel
clerk.
“yes, it’s boring,”
I tell him.
“If you think it’s boring
out there,” he tells me, “you oughta be
back here.”
so here I am
propped up against my pillows
again
just an old guy
just an old writer
with a yellow
notebook.
something is
walking across the
floor
toward
me.
oh, it’s just
my cat
this
time.

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