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Tears for Water

Alicia Keys

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In 2004 publiceerde zangeres Alicia Keys (1981) pseudoniem van Alicia Augello Cook, haar debuut als dichter ‘Tears for Water: Songbook for Poems and Lyrics’. Een verzameling niet eerder gepubliceerde gedichten uit haar dagboeken en songteksten. De titel is afgeleid van een van haar gedichten, ‘Love and Chains’, van de regel: ‘I don’t mind drinking my tears for water.’
Het boek bereikte in 2005 de bestsellerlijst van The New York Times en bracht meer dan een half miljoen dollar op. Zelf heeft ze gezegd dat ‘P.O.W.’ (prisoner of war) uit dit boek een van haar favorieten is. Daarom vandaag hier dit gedicht.
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P.O.W.
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I’m a prisoner
of words unsaid
Just lonely feelings
Locked away in my head
I trap myself further
Every time I stay, quiet

I should start to speak
But I stop and stay silent
And now I’ve made
My own hard bed
Inside this prison of words unsaidP.O.W.
That’s what I am
Not a prisoner of war
A prisoner of words

Mostly I say what you wanna hear
Could you take it if I came clear?
Or would you rather just see me
Stoned on a drug of complacency and compromise

M.I.A.
I guess that’s what I am
Scraping this cold hard earth
For a piece of myself
For peace in myself

You know, if you locked me away
I’d have someone to blame

But these bars of steel are of my making
They surround my mind
And have me shaking
My hands are cuffed behind my back
I’m a prisoner of the worst kind, in fact
A prisoner of compromise
A prisoner of compassion
A prisoner of kindness
A prisoner of expectation
A prisoner of my youth
Run too fast to be old
I’ve forgotten what I was told
Ain’t I a sight to behold?
A prisoner of age dying to be young
To my head is my hand with a gun
And it’s cold and it’s hard
Cause there’s nowhere to run
When you’ve caged yourself
By holding your tongue

I’m a prisoner
Of words unsaid
Just lonely feelings
Locked away in my head
It’s like solitary confinement
Every time I stay quiet
I should start to speak
But I stop and stay silent
And now I’ve made
My own hard bed
Inside a prison of words unsaid

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