Charles Bukowski

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Er zijn dagen dat ik behoefte heb aan de onversneden taal en briljante geest, in de vorm van de soms wat bizarre fantasie, van Charles Bukowski (1920-1994). Vandaag is zo’n dag. In de bundel ‘Love is a Dog From Hell’ uit 1977 staan dit soort rauwe, absurdistische en fantastische gedichten. Ik koos voor vandaag het gedicht met de wellicht meest bizarre  van allemaal ‘the night I fucked my alarm clock’.

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the night I fucked my alarm clock

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starving in philadelphia
i had a small room
it was evening going into night
and i stood at my window on the 3rd floor
in the dark and looked down into a
kitchen across the way on the 2nd floor
and i saw a beautiful blonde girl
embrace a young man there and kiss him
with what seemed hunger
and i stood and watched until they broke
away
then i turned and switched on the room light
i saw my dresser and my dresser drawers
and my alarm clock on the dresser
i took my alarm clock
to bed with me and
fucked it until the hands dropped off
then i went out and walked the streets
until my feet blistered
when i got back i walked to the window
and looked down and across the way
and the light in their kitchen was
out

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